αγάπη (love)

Sometimes I ask myself questions just for the purpose of moving stuff around internally.

Today, this one was floating around.

Q: What's gotten me to this point in my life?
A: Love.

Love is a powerful force.

It's like a strong wind pushing from behind. You can fight it, but you end up wherever it takes you.

It doesn't just direct - it's also reciprocal.

When two people have a love for each other - platonic, spiritual or intimate - huge things happen. Knowledge spreads. Worlds change. Pain is forgotten. Confidence is gained.

Sifting through my life, I can see this back and forth playing out.

Because my parents loved me intensely and encouraged me, I've always had confidence in myself.

Because I love them, I wanted to be someone good and loving and make them proud.

-We've built a relationship that while at times tumultuous, is always there.

Because God calls me his beloved, I jump off cliffs and know whether I soar or smack, there's something important to be learned.

Because I love God, I've sacrificed important things and people to keep my heart from hardening to his voice.

-We've built a promise that transcends all outside understanding.

Because my friends love me, they helped send me across the sea and have bandaged a few wounds.

Because I love them, I do the same.

-We've built a community that bears each others burdens with ease.

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I'm excited to see how this pattern of love's reciprocity will touch my heart with regards to Africa.

I'm sure I will love it fiercely, and it will love me back too.